Humbled

Posted in 2011 with tags , , , , on May 5, 2011 by Dexter

It is unbelievable that my time here is coming to an end.  The past two years have been amazing and humbling. God has stretched and grown my family and me, physically, mentally and, of course, spiritually.  A couple of the funny memories….the first time trying to learn the word for egg using miming actions and culture snafus like asking where is Mohammed (a common name here).  I am thankful that our God has a sense of humor and the people have laughed for me and with me over the past two years.

In Acts the disciples reported or declared to the body of believers the things that the Lord had done in their ministries. It has been an honor to serve here and as sure as God has called me here He has given me and my family a new direction.  I want to share my experience and knowledge from here in order to encourage and to inform those back home and those that may come in the future. Often laborers leave their host country without sharing what God has done and what they were allowed to learn. Unfortunately, I am not able to go into great detail on this here for security reasons.  If you want to know more, please let me know by leaving a comment.

In the last two years, over 30 villages have been visited and the Gospel was freely received in verbal stories and written scripture portions.  A database was created that lists the work done here over the past 10 years.  Over two tons of rice was given to many in need.  That outreach opportunity also allowed a time of discipleship and accountability in action.  Twelve different teams have come to build relationships and share the love of Christ.  Through the actions of these teams, new relationships have grown throughout the area.  A young man who is a professing believer has been eager to study God’s Word and eager to share the Truth that he now knows. Another older gentleman, a retired Imam, has been a blessing to talk with and seems to understand and know about the life of Jesus.  He has not yet accepted Christ but from all that he says and doesn’t say, I informed him that his beliefs are what a Christ follower would say (he didn’t deny it).  A local English teacher came to the house and asked if I could help him teach.  I thought it would be one school it ended up being four different schools with a total of about 500 students.  One of the most humbling and ongoing experiences for us has been the hospitality. The people here are beyond willing to share whatever food they may have…even when they don’t have a lot.  I have received gifts of chickens, mangos, papaya, curdled cow’s milk and cola nuts.  God has provided food for the body and friendships for life.

Living here has made many scriptures come to life. The following verses describe the area that I live in. I am not exaggerating or complaining.  This is just what I see and this is life here.  The devastation and hopelessness in these verses is alive in this place.  The difference, though, is that the “priests” of this place don’t cry out to the One True God.  The wailing at their altars falls on the ears of a God who is not personal, loving or forgiving.

Put on sackcloth and lament, O priests; wail, O ministers of the altar. Go in, pass the night in sackcloth, O ministers of my God! Because grain offering and drink offering are withheld from the house of your God. Consecrate a fast; call a solemn assembly. Gather the elders and all the inhabitants of the land to the house of the LORD your God, and cry out to the LORD. Alas for the day! For the day of the LORD is near, and as destruction from the Almighty it comes. Is not the food cut off before our eyes, joy and gladness from the house of our God? The seed shrivels under the clods; the storehouses are desolate; the granaries are torn down because the grain has dried up. How the beasts groan! The herds of cattle are perplexed because there is no pasture for them; even the flocks of sheep suffer. To you, O LORD, I call, for fire has devoured the pastures of the wilderness, and flame has burned all the trees of the field. Even the beasts of the field pant for you because the water brooks are dried up, and fire has devoured the pastures of the wilderness.

(Joel 1:13-20 ESV)

Needless to say this is not an easy place.  Many we’ve known have died or have had to move due to ethnical conflicts, poverty and corruption that plague the country.  The first freely-elected President came to power in 2010 and I pray that he will do right by the people.  Pray that the people of our country will turn their hearts toward the One True God who will hear and can answer their prayers.


I thank God for the trials, pain and tears for if it brings Him glory by having just one of His children turn to Him, it has been worth it all.  I may fail, stumble and fall and that’s okay.  I’ll keep trying because I know the Truth about the Hope that the world seeks.  I am humbled by that.  But I can’t be silent about it.

Yara

Posted in 2011 on January 4, 2011 by Dexter

The Hebrew root word for Fear is Yara meaning “to flow”.  In Hebrew the idea of fear can be what is felt when in danger or what is felt when in the presence of an awesome sight or person of great authority.  These feelings flow out of the person in such actions as shaking when in fear or bowing down in awe of one in authority.

I recently had the privilege to attend a celebration (fest) in a local village.  As the fest started two “Mask” dancers came into the crowd.  The large wood and metal mask had six sets of eyes and the top part had small mirrors front and back. The other mask was cloth with caraway shells sewn around the eyes and the outfit was cloth and dried grass.  As the large mask dancer went around the crowd he would stop and great people like the chiefs of neighboring villages and other sorcerers.  Sometimes he trembled as if in fear as he looked at the people.  As the large mask went around the crowd, a piece of his outfit fell to the ground and the mask loosened from his head.  He stopped as if something bad was happening.  He quickly left the crowd to go somewhere and appease the spirits.  The reason for the celebration was honorable but the acts of the celebration were in fear of spirits.  Fear “flowed” throughout the crowd and the performers.

This is just one example of what we children of Adam will try to do to handle our fears of death.   Franklin Roosevelt almost had it right in his famous speech in 1933.  “The only thing we have to fear is fear itself – nameless, unreasoning, unjustified terror which paralyzes needed efforts to convert retreat into advance.”

In reality, the only thing we have to fear is God.  All other fear is nameless.  We naturally fear death but we must learn to fear God (Psa 34:11).   In today’s world, we are encouraged to be afraid.  Fear is big industry.   24/7 news mixed with a ticker of news at the bottom.  Stories of disasters, attacks, and rumors of wars are replayed hourly.  Names have been given for all types of fears like Panphobia.  The unconscious anxiety about our own fears might lead to aggression or the alienation of others.   In the case of the fest I attended, fears lead to worshiping gods before God.

Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid.

(Joh 14:27)

Let all the earth fear the LORD; let all the inhabitants of the world stand in awe of him!

(Psa 33:8)

About this place…

Posted in 2010 on March 31, 2010 by Dexter

“Geonosis” is like any other place…if you have enough money, you can get just about anything you need.

This list of items, events and comments will provide a better understanding of what life is like here and at what price (figures are in local currency).

-It has rained twice since November 1, 2009

-Lowest temperature I recorded 67, highest is 100 so far.

-Propane gas – 150,000 per bottle

-Eggs – 1100 each

-Sugar – 7,000 per kg

-Flour – 5,000, comes with free weevils

-Beef filet – 25,000 per kg.  After going to the meat market you can spend up to two hours cleaning the meat.  Only go to the meat market if you have a strong stomach.

-Guard – 10,000 and up per day

-5000 watt diesel generator – 7 million

-New Moto (motorcycle) – 4 to 9 million

-Drive from “Geonosis” to the nearest major city and any kind of grocery shopping will take 6 hours on a good day. Fuel cost of 245,000

-Drive from “Geonosis” to the country’s capital will take 12 hours. Fuel cost of about 890,000

-Fuel cost increased this year to about $5.00 U.S. per gallon.  Stations run out of gasoline and diesel fuel frequently. Kerosene is no longer available in the country at all.

This is what the lines look like when the stations finally get gas.

-Hardwood and softwood is available

-1 case, 24 bottles of soda  – 45,000. Coke, Sprite and Fanta: Orange, grape and fruit punch

-Metal products are usually very thin, cheap and do not last.

-Used bicycle – 500,000 and up

-Decent internet service – 500,000 per month and a major investment upfront.

-Soccer ball – 15,000 to 60,000

-Hardware: Hammers, shovels, picks, wheelbarrows, nails, screws, wire, light bulbs, tape, paint and much more are available.

Here are some everyday items that you normally would find in other places, but not in Geonosis.

-No clean drinking water

-No electricity (personal generator or solar power only)

-No hospital, lab, or surgical facilities

-No “real” traffic laws

-No land line phone service… mobile phone service available…30 second delay to calls across town is free!

-No apples, grapes, Oreo’s, bacon (pork), or “restaurants”.

This is the only McDonald’s around for thousands of miles and it’s not even in “Geonosis”.  Please don’t tell corporate McDonald’s  about this place….I like the manager.

It is done

Posted in 2010 with tags , , on February 13, 2010 by Dexter

Much time has passed from my last blog update.  It is now the beginning of February.  The last rain we saw was November 1st and the daytime temperature is edging closer to 100 each day.  Rivers are running very low and some wells are drying up. The tall green grass has dried up or has been burned off giving a clear view of the rocky surface.  This is my first dry season here.  The heels of my feet have become cracked and my hands feel like they could break. There is a thirst here in Geonosis…both physical and spiritual.  Many acknowledge the truth but they refuse to drink from the water of life.  I know of many who have died here.  I have been to some of the funerals.  The spiritual battle that rages here is evident in so many ways.  It pains my soul to see the dead try to help the dead get into paradise by works.  They search for God but they walk down a path of futile works trying to tip the scales of judgment in their favor.

And he said to me, “It is done! I am the Alpha and the Omega, the beginning and the end. To the thirsty I will give from the spring of the water of life without payment.” Revelations 21:6

I know that the Holy Spirit is at work among the people here.  Please join with us in prayer that they will hear and understand that payment has been made and that “It is done”.  Pray for Salvation, Mercy and Grace to rain down on the people of Geonosis and that they will have the courage to drink the water of Life.

Rooster?

Posted in 2009 with tags , on September 4, 2009 by Dexter

8:30 AM going to worship service.  The sky is cloudy and there is a slight mist in the air.  I am riding with Obi-Wan*.  The roads seem to be washed out more this week as we have had a lot of rain.  We make it to the village where we will have service, first stopping to visit the village chief Bossk*.  He is a tall older man who always greets with a big hand shake and a warm smile.  Bossk has 7 wives and 30 grandchildren.  I pray that he will become a believer soon.  Reaching the round, straw-topped hut at the edge of the village, I see an old single cylinder diesel engine which I think is used to power a grinder or a seed press. There are plots of corn, peanuts, potatoes and kasaba planted all around and the bright green grass that testifies to presence of the rainy season is three feet high on the sides of the foot paths.  As 5 believers step into the hut, at least 15 children follow behind.  The hut is 12 feet in diameter with one bed, 2 benches and 2 chairs, there isn’t a lot of room left.  Service starts with prayer and the sermon/discussion covers 1 Thessalonians chapter 5.  How to be happy or have joy in hard times is the God-point today. As the service progressed, other people came in and out of the hut some of the congregation breastfed while some spit on the floor Chief Bossk stopped by and asked us to go to his Uncles funeral after we were done and a rooster crowed three times outside the door. We talked to Han Solo* about writing music for the Christians of Geonosis*.   I know in my heart that they will worship with their own music and I will have tears of joy on that day.IMG_1149

I would like to remind everyone that Ramadan is being observed around the world until September 19th.  Please pray during this month of fasting that the Most High God would reveal himself to the Muslims and that they would hear and see.

John 14:6

6 Isa ka Toma jabi ko : « Nne le sila di, ani tuna ni nanamaya. Moo si to se wala n Fa bada ni a ma tamin nne fe.

* Names Changed

Leaving on a jet plane…

Posted in 2009 with tags , , on July 10, 2009 by Dexter

My three children sitting on the garage floor painting two pictures depicting scenes from “Geonosis”.  They worked together to change a palette of colors and canvases into a beautiful piece of art.  I loaded the third trunk onto the truck and at that moment it hit me again the wave of emotions of the task at hand.  I thought I couldn’t bare it any longer.  Leaving by choice all that I know family, friends and familiar places, to go to an unknown place.   I stopped, and looked over my shoulder at the kids and took it all in.  Our God is great!

Seeing the big picture

Seeing the big picture

I know of many that have been called by God to surrender all, I have to say that it isn’t to be taken lightyly.  I am very humbled for what Jesus has done for me and my family.  I know that there is nothing that I can do to repay Him. All that I have left is his, so I offer up this vessel for obedience to His will to use my family to fill in His canvas.

Take time to stop and see the beauty in what God is doing around us.  We may feel perplexed but every thing is done well, as in creation, and we shall see it when the end comes, but till then we are incompetent judges of it. While the picture is being drawn, we see not the beauty; but when the artist has put his last hand to them, and given them their finishing strokes, and then all appears very good. We see but the middle of God’s works, not from the beginning of them.

He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end.

(Ecclesiastes 3:11).

Who is in my family room?

Posted in 2009 on May 21, 2009 by Dexter

I woke up this Saturday morning and someone was in my family room!

My place of rest for now is 720 sq ft which consists of two bedrooms, one bathroom, a small utility kitchen and I share my family room with nine other people. I no longer own a home, truck, van or a dog….and this is wonderful change. I have slept in nine different places at least 400 miles away from one another in the past 40 days.

Change has been a part of my life for some time now and I pray that it continues. Trees are now adorned in their summer attire and the fields have come alive in vibrant shades of green. I ask for prayer that Jesus will shine from my bare branches so that the lost may see only His Glory and Grace.

Our citizenship, however, is in heaven, and it is from there that we eagerly wait for a Savior, the Lord Jesus Christ. He will change our humble bodies and make them like his glorious body through the power that enables him to bring everything under his authority. Philippians 3:20-21

I praise my Savior for the many prayers and good friends that have helped us get to this point.

If they never heard,

Posted in 2009 on February 18, 2009 by Dexter

If they have never heard of Jesus, why tell them?  We will just make their lives worse if they don’t accept Him as their Lord and Savior.  Is it true?

We have all heard this or maybe believe it ourselves.  I’ve also heard “I’m a good person and I do what is right”.  Let’s say that a person had a vision of a being dressed in bright white.  This same person lived a good honest life and worshiped an “unknown god”.  Would this person be saved? No.

In God’s creation we can see that we are not here by chance.  God is revealed in all He has divinely made.

“For since the creation of the world God’s invisible qualities- His eternal power and divine nature- have been clearly seen, being understood from what has been made, so that men are without excuse.”

Romans 1:20 clearly states that there is no excuse for not acknowledging God.  Job 38:1-41 expounds on this more.  And Acts 17: 22-34 describes religious men worshiping idols and having an altar to an “unknown god”, all of which, Paul warns, are futile.  God’s creation was made so that men would seek Him and perhaps reach out for Him and find Him.  By grace and through faith, the only way to be saved is through accepting Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior.

But God chose His people to GO tell them about who it is they are seeking!  The Great Commission is repeated five different times in Matthew, Mark, Luke, John and Acts.  God is telling Christians how He wants His secret revealed.  Jesus said, “All authority in heaven and on earth has been given to me. Therefore, GO and make disciples of all nations (people groups), baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son and the Holy Spirit, and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, to the very end of the age.” Matthew 28:18-20.

“…I am sending you to them to open their eyes and turn them from darkness to light, and from the power of Satan to God, so that they may receive forgiveness of sins and a place among those who are sanctified by faith in me.” Acts 26:17-18.

It is our duty to share the message of God.  He has called all believers to spread His Word to all people.  We have received the command.  It is now a matter of choice to be obedient.  Do we share with the lost the peace and grace that we have now or do we let them suffer now and forever?  This is why we go.

A Good Man

Posted in 2010 with tags , , , on January 18, 2009 by Dexter

“This is a good man”.  This is what Penn (From Penn and Teller) said about a businessman that gave him a Gideon Bible.  Penn went on to say how much we (Christians) must hate a person if we really believe in Heaven and Hell and yet don’t proselytize to that person.  This story has run through various internet blogs like wildfire.  Did this hit a sore spot in our spiritual armor and if so why?  Do we truly believe that salvation and the grace of God is for all people? That businessman went to see an atheist show which bashes Christian beliefs.  Then he returned to offer Penn a gift and kind words.  How often this is repeated each day, hidden from the cameras and media, only God knows?  It’s an amazing thing when we share God’s love through random acts, without bias toward the person or situation.  I PRAY for the harvest and the good and obedient works…Matthew 9:37.   *View the video at bottom right to hear Penn’s story in his own words.

Tunnel Vision

Posted in 2010 with tags on January 9, 2009 by Dexter

I just put on my first pair of bifocals today.  The glasses give me the feeling of having tunnel vision.  There is only a small area in which my vision is good and that is straight ahead.  My bifocals remind me how God is leading my life at this time.  I look down to the task that is right in front of me, but when I look up I can see the larger goal that God is leading me to.  As long as I keep God in focus in front of me,  I know that I’m on the right path.

-Someone is coming to look at our house on Friday.  Please pray that they make an offer on the house and that they will feel God’s peace in this house.

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